Nothing in It for Me, Really

What's so good about being short?

Europeans Around My Age

A lot of people around my age care more about me than the older lady I like in that they see she has problems to do with me, not sure if it's a combination of her attitude as though she didn't accept me or secretly pretending or making herself believe she is trying to stay safe socially.  She does seem upset at me sometimes, so that's why, maybe, I think.  They just know it's important to be nice to me and aren't especially conceited in how they act or anything...

So...

More Reasons to Believe-

Maybe, they are waiting for me to not be wanted racially?

Come Again?

Some people just keep coming back like I want something from them.

Other People

are not welcome in my personal life, are not wanted, they come on like okay I'm gonna listen to this, like they have a say in it via the people monitoring me in private, they're just not likeable!

My 2 Aunts

I think they are both super amazing in the same way, but I know one some things are very important to her.

Look for someone else.

People only blame America as a melting pot for wearing jeans, just to confront an Asian in the end, but don't confront me in any way I'm not all Asian!

Limitations

I have a limited personal life.

Will I see it in my life?

Something easy to do..

Angry Like a Slave Master! LOL

I don't believe in the test of the older lady I like.

Feeling Bad

I don't want to be like my dad, so I have to try not to trust him.  People are doing things to me they wouldn't do if my mom were alive.

Like, he likes to be too contained and because of it seems to find it hilarious not to be as expressive.  Generally, the common man seems to be like that and especially the denizens of Central Florida.  They think I'm just all over the place, but it's a great achievement to feel...  It's like growing up to learn to be happier in your environment rather than just too introverted all the time.

About Being Destroyed

It makes people uncomfortable I'm one of the people interested in assimilating into Europe but my mom has heritage like European in ways because it's from out of the US anyway, so they just want to make it not work for me forever.

German Control

Maybe, some Germans want the control over non-whites so they can "take care of them" "for good."

Message Board Post by Me

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Why does it seem like Germans historically are separate from...

…the Near East and Southern Europeans? Aren't they related to Southern Europeans? Why do non-Europeans pick at Germans so much yet are not interested in the Irish? Darker ethnicities should have just went all the way and coexist with the Eskimos.

Message Board Post by Me

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(I'm referring to (nice) posters on the board.)

I think they are just mean, even random strangers. In other ways, they remind me of Elizabeth Warren because I think she would find fault in me, though I still supported her. I don't approve of singling me out like I'm different in a bad way, like joking around like it's just a schtick.

A New Perspective on Racism

What if some people's opportunity is compensated because of race?

A New Generation Accepted by Early Generation X?

When they drop me, they remind Generation Y they beat me all along like Generation Z and may even be "the one.."

"What works for YOU?"

You might not catch this upfront, but if you can't see older people are just worrying about making the environment work for Generation YZ.

They don't care about me anymore because they can imagine me in trouble for weird things, like if something weird happened at school, if I'm not as reserved at home in conjunction with some thing maybe, just how I feel and problems from racism, etc., maybe specific things that just don't happen much and aren't intended to be bad.  It just builds.

Warlike Worries

I'm sure I'm rejected by the world as a Generation XY.  Look around, it's all about everyone else.  I am just being used, in some lights.  I don't feel invited, and people think I'm in trouble when I was always the good one.  It's like with racism, it doesn't apply to everyone; I can say it's an added battle.

Racial Mixes

I'm watching The Emoji Movie.. Asians and other mixed Asians can assimilate with other races, like here Black, if they want to.  I notice commercials make me feel singled out using Black people, like I'm different.

Why is anyone considered Whiter than me?