The Truth?

I thought I was a good, special generation!

Generations

All generations are against my generation (XY) in their own way.

Comfortable World For...

The media and the world let Generation YZ feel comfortable, despite the mistakes of Baby Boomers or Late Boomers.  They might feel humble and tricky, but the reality is everyone else is feeling worse, except maybe Late Boomers themselves, especially ones in Europe or who are undercover.

A Winning War

Too many people fight for the miracle of people born in Generation YZ.  They can get away with anything.

1/2 White 1/2 Asian

Since I'm also 1/2 white, shouldn't I be liked as much as full Asians at least?  I'm 1/2 Asian..

"Plain and Simple"

Since when was I out of the game with people who seem maybe Southern European American acting like they are the cleanest socially?  Also, they are the ones who say life is simply 2 cheeks and a nose.  They use it against Asians when they talk to other white people.

Racist Members of Other Prominent/Well-Known Cultures

Do racist Italians rule the world socially?

Why all the interest in laborious schoolwork? but have it be busywork, like memorizing words more than "learning?" or preparing for a career in college?  ...  and the assignments we do have mostly we have to spend hours doing them at home if we want to finish our homework, rather than learning while getting the words to memorize in class or "what have you."  (Not all classes are that way, but they still might not be good enough.)  (I bet different schools could learn different ways, but this is like the extent of my experience.)

Why is Hollywood so disillusioned?  We don't need those weirdos whoever they are thinking they have a hold of other cultures or "what have you."  Why don't they have anything else to do than ruin other people's lives?  Why are different foreign cultures always "messing with the system?"  If other people don't like it doesn't mean I have to.

Log

I'm supposed to take my blood sugar twice a day and will see someone again in 2 weeks.  I take like 5-10 pills for diabetes, did not want to start insulin.  I am recording all I eat and when and when I sleep and exercise.  Like I said, I will quit school in May and just go to the gym to get of diabetes ... and if I have to work.  I'll probably move to Broward County, like in Davie, ASAP, because my dad will probably die in 6-12 months and I will have nothing.

Problems From the "Authority"

Others's bad behavior, like in school all the time, defined the coming of my problems from older adults who oversaw them.  They were grumpy and cranky Baby Boomers.

Anything You Can Do I Can Do Better, I Can Do Anything Better Than You, No You Can't, Yes I Can...

It seems people think therefore, because they falsely think I'm in trouble, that everyone else is better than me and I deserve to have all I earned socially taken away rather than shared with others.

An Accomplished, Perfectly Normal Girl

I am actually a bit disappointed in the negative opinion I feel is clear my relatives have put against me.  In school, I was a perfectly normal girl and we all had similar issues of our generation.  My relatives and sometimes others like that tend to think I'm always in some repeated state of confusion to them, but I do not feel I accept that kind of bond.  Other kids I'm related to play it cool, but I'm the quiet one who wanted to talk and wasn't talked to as much, so they think I'm painfully shy when all they had to do was quit ignoring me.  They think I want to feel belittled like I succumbed.  I'm not sure if you get it.  It's like a feeling you're too much like a baby to have a mature exchange with anyone, but I was mature in school all the time.  Then, they rub your back and laugh hysterically sometimes and are always in this superior guise among one another towards you.  They are tacky with you and think you are sojourning with them in this way, like I'm not good in quality because my life was made so bad by the world and school, while others goofed off with an upper hand.  I behave because it is good, but yea why listen to them, like otherwise?